In my pattern of speech, I like to avoid words like “never/always”, “no one/everyone”, or any other absolute words as much as possible. In my eyes, those words completely diminish the credibility of a statement. I like to hedge my statements, and it’s nearly impossible to use such definitive words and remain honest. I’m about to make a statement, and I’ll present it to you now as an absolute truth. No one has ever made me feel the way you do. I don’t mean to say I’ve never loved, never cared for someone strongly, but the actual way that I feel. The way that I feel, not only as a couple, but as an individual. I’ve never been so bold as I am with you. I’ve never felt so fearless or ready to take on the world, and I assure you I’ve never felt so sure of myself. Every day for me is a constant, “Am I doing it right? What comes next? How do I do that?” but then there’s you. You’re like my constant reassurance. You make me feel right. You make me want to keep going, everything I do, keep going and keep moving forward. For you. There’s no one else I can say that about.
Then there’s this other thing. I almost don’t even want to say it because I know it’s probably been said in every really terribly written love letter you’ve ever heard of, but it’s just this sparkle in your eyes. Some idiots throw that in places because they probably heard it somewhere and thought it sounded romantic when it actually sounds really stupid, but it’s the god’s honest truth; you have that fucking sparkle. It’s like there’s always something more and either I’ll never figure it out or I’ll drive myself crazy until I do.
I never finished writing that, but I guess I won’t have the chance to now. So I’ll just leave this here.
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